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*It began and is going to end more quickly.

I'm confused I don't know what think about this sensation, I'm not disappointed just I thought that this time will be different but I see that I'm wrong again. I know that I'm guilty, I know that its completely stupid but it hurts, I'm supersad n angry 'cause I allowed that this should happen. I'm standing here like a piece of shit w a i t i n g that you talk to me but you are in other side I don’t understand anything, fuck off I just wanna disappear n forget everything about u. I’m trying to laugh about it covering all with L I E S I’m trying and laughing about it hiding the tears in my eyes. I don’t want to feed more the fire, I need time to begin again, but the illusion throws me behind I feel my head full of a whirlpool, bitter pain, now I’m laughing again I was wrong but it doesn't even matter I thought that he would be perfect :( I just want come out on this storm of u n h a p p i n e s s. All people said to me be careful ok I’m a stupid ass hole that never think but all can suck even you. I want to breath and remove myself all the fucked thoughts that be in my fucked mind. I'm thinking that meet you was a mistake.